Kahin To Kahin To

Dear Kahin to, I have been listening to you on loop, again. You still light up parts of my heart which I didn’t even know existed.You manage to match my mood every time. Each time I listen to you, I want to fall in love,again. Each time I listen to you, I long for togetherness. Each time I listen to you, I long for ‘my someone’ to share the left ear piece of my earphones with. Each time I listen to you, I long for love.You remind me of lost love, of heart breaks, of friendships and of finding love in friendship. . "kahin to ,hogi wo duniya jahan tu mere saath hai." . On happy days, you give me hope and make me believe in love. On gloomy days, you make me miss him. It almost seems that I am falling for him again. Falling for you, again.I can’t help but blush with the idea of a world where only him and I exist, where only our happiness exists, where only our love exists, where WE exist. I can’t help but pray that there is a universe where I wake up next to him, where morning comes from the rays of his eyes and sleep comes to me in his arms while the moon sings us a lullaby. . "Jahan mein, jahan tu Aur jahan, bass tere mere jazbaat hai." . I start building imaginary scenarios with him, where we are together and so much in love, in another life, in another time. It breaks my heart that it's not so in the present. And yet, because of you,I hope that there is some world where I am with him. A world made from my feelings for him and his for me. . In the world where heartbreaks happen as easily as fingers snap, because of you, I start visualizing myself with him, us sharing each other’s emotions until we become one, forever. Until our worlds become one, forever. Everything else becomes blur except him and I fantasize my story with him. My heart floods with the idea of loving him and being loved by him. I see myself being hugged by him like the sky hugs the moon.